Highs and lows.

[izkariote]

Yesterday was a bit of an emotional rollercoaster~ my Dad and the doctor had the predicted showdown in the latter's office first thing in the morning, and Dad walked out of the encounter doing his usual thing: ranting and venting and basically doing the usual, condescending "Me against the world because my methods work all the effing time!" act. I kinda didn't want to hear it, so I kinda snapped. He lost his temper. It wasn't pretty. We were supposed to eat lunch out together, but Mom ended up going with my Dad to Tiendesitas and I was left to go home alone and try and compose myself in the car. That didn't work out as planned.

Skipped lunch as soon as I got back and slept most of the afternoon away because I srsly needed it -- woke up a little past four feeling groggy as heck. Talked it out a bit with kye_kestrel (that really, really helped), and then I started on RahXephon, whose second episode can be summarized in a single sentence: "OH MAH GEE FREAKOUT TIEM MY MUM BLEEDS BLUE!". Peter came around to bug me, so we ended up watching all our backlogged episodes of Dr. Who. I'm kinda thankful for the delay now, though, as apparently the series won't be showing a new episode until next week or so.

Things appeared to have blown over in the evening, when Dad and Mom finally came home. The apology this morning sealed it further. All is well.

If the marathoning and all wasn't enough to get my spirits back up, saythatyougetme certainly was. She's a great artist and her doujinshi circle is doing a project, and she signed me up to write the script for a D18 KHR doujin. *A* I've spent pretty much the whole day working on it so far -- progress is a little slow but otherwise good. I've really improved my script-writing skills for comic books.

According to Kimmy, we'll be selling our doujin during Lights Out 2008 -- it will also be sold online. Please support us when it comes out!

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Since I'm occupied with the doujin script and fixing other music, I haven't been able to work on the mixes this weekend. In order to keep you guys occupied, though, here's Reason for crying, an album from a J-Rock/Visual K band named GIRUGAMESH. rainy_takako and I are hueg fans of this band, and now I'm hell bent on spreading the ♥ to the flist.

REASON FOR CRYING
1. Real my place
2. crime ~tsumi~
3. smash!!
4. Melody
5. Freesia
6. Omae ni Sasageru Minikui Koe
DOWNLOAD THE ZIP @ MEDIAFIRE


Also, I've posted two FF7 fics up on stitchedophelia. They're Crisis Core-inspired, but you don't need to have played the game in order to appreciate these ones.


Final Fantasy 7. Heroes have it easy. [Tseng & Rufus, that Last Order]

Final Fantasy 7. When a woman learns to walk, she's not dependent any more. [Tseng, Aerith, the color pink]

...I am greatly shamed by the fact that I resorted to a massive fic/shorts dump over at reuk_schitz because I was just too lazy to cross-post all the stuff I've written between now and March. SHAME ON YOU, SELF.

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Defragging my laptop's main drive took the whole day. *only realized it now*

Mwr, dizzy. I think I better take a break and work on the script again later.

Comments

[lonelybusiness.livejournal.com]

Taking Girugamesh. <3 You make me so happy for filling my hard drive with great music. *__*

[izkariote.livejournal.com]

I live to please. And write porn. :3

I'm kinda-sorta back on track with fixing the mixes, BUT I promise to upload other shiny things whenever I can't post something from that line. @_@

[themodestotter.livejournal.com]

I'm glad they apologized. It really hurts when parents do stuff like that, doesn't it?

[izkariote.livejournal.com]

Yeah, tell me about it. I was feeling lousy for pretty much the whole day, but I made an extra effort to look and sound Fine to them when they came home in the evening. My mom totally understood where I came from though... I guess I'm lucky in that sense. She must've played a big role in smoothing things over. ._.;

At least things are cool now. I don't want to think about what my weekend would be like if I was stuck in the house with a grumpy dad for two days.

[yukitsu.livejournal.com]

Ouh. So that's what happened. I'm glad it's all good now, though, and that the doujin project cheered you up. B| Yes, I am hedging to see a peek!

[izkariote.livejournal.com]

And I am hedging away from you because it's not done yet. 8D

WELCOME HOME.

[kye-kestrel.livejournal.com]

Happy to hear that I helped, even if all I did was to poke you lots on YM. Definitely happier to hear that your dad apologized.

[izkariote.livejournal.com]

B-but poking lots is how we show our love for each other, see? D8

Yeah~ I noticed that my Dad tends to cool down REAL fast. He's not the type to hold grudges unless you really screw up bad and unless it's totally your fault. That isn't the case on both counts with this one, so.

[kye-kestrel.livejournal.com]

:3 You won't mind if I poke you more, then?

[izkariote.livejournal.com]

OF COURSE I WON'T. D:

[kye-kestrel.livejournal.com]

~♥

orz. This post reminds me that I haven't read your fic dumps yet. *scuttles*