So not going to my first class.

[izkariote]

...Not for the lack of trying though. Not really. I think I can blame me not going on two things:

1.) My craptastic day yesterday.
2.) THE FOLLOWING Y!M brainspew CONVERSATION WITH ficcentricity.



Kae (7/18/2008 6:07:33 AM): Pass this on to Kristel:
Kae (7/18/2008 6:07:37 AM): I managed to finish Toseifaggotry.
Kae (7/18/2008 6:07:40 AM): you know.
Kae (7/18/2008 6:07:41 AM): in fic form.
Kat (7/18/2008 6:07:56 AM): EEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
Kat (7/18/2008 6:08:01 AM): i iwll let her know! \o/
Kae (7/18/2008 6:08:05 AM): not posted yet. i posted something Hibachuu instead. XD
Kat (7/18/2008 6:08:40 AM): jdhshadjahkjdhaj still relevant to interests!
Kae (7/18/2008 6:08:51 AM): she saw it already though. ahurhur.
Kat (7/18/2008 6:09:08 AM): Kristel Koi: Kristel Koi: klg;ajgkl;ajkl;fajl yessssssssssssssssssss
Kae (7/18/2008 6:09:23 AM): .... XD
Kae (7/18/2008 6:13:21 AM): HOLY CRAP SO MANY PEOPLE RESPONDING TO MAH THEORIES.
Kae (7/18/2008 6:13:27 AM): ...i have to go to school.
Kae (7/18/2008 6:13:28 AM): LIFE IS HARD.
Kat (7/18/2008 6:13:36 AM): YOUR THEORIES UNF UNF.
Kat (7/18/2008 6:13:54 AM): you can look forward to the spam later?
Kae (7/18/2008 6:14:01 AM): Yes, apparently so. 8D
Kae (7/18/2008 6:14:04 AM): OH YEAH.
Kae (7/18/2008 6:14:10 AM): i made a massive music post. didja see it? :0
Kat (7/18/2008 6:14:18 AM): kahlkhdajsdhjas not yet!
Kat (7/18/2008 6:14:22 AM): checking lj now. :'D
Kae (7/18/2008 6:14:24 AM): XD
Kae (7/18/2008 6:15:07 AM): ...okay for serious. i better head off. =_=
Kae (7/18/2008 6:15:11 AM): else i won't leave at all.
Kat (7/18/2008 6:15:44 AM): so responsible, sensei. : >
Kat (7/18/2008 6:15:49 AM): take care on the way.
Kae (7/18/2008 6:16:03 AM): yes! <3
Kae (7/18/2008 11:03:06 PM): um.
Kae (7/18/2008 11:03:09 PM): i posted Toseifagging.
Kae (7/18/2008 11:03:14 PM): just saying.
Kae (7/18/2008 11:03:15 PM): .-.
Kat (7/18/2008 11:03:22 PM): !!!!!
Kat (7/18/2008 11:03:37 PM): i will read it as soon as... my internet stops sucking. ;___;
Kae (7/18/2008 11:04:52 PM): oh, your connection is hiccuping too?
Kat (7/18/2008 11:05:00 PM): yes. :/
Kat (7/18/2008 11:05:29 PM): i've had to reload *gmail* like, 3 times now.
Kat (7/18/2008 11:05:29 PM): :'D
Kae (7/18/2008 11:06:21 PM): wat. >_>
Kat (7/18/2008 11:25:07 PM): o.o how long has plurk been down?
Kae (7/18/2008 11:25:16 PM): a srsly long time. o_o
Kae (7/18/2008 11:25:22 PM): before i got home, from what i gather.
Kae (7/18/2008 11:25:25 PM): which was around... 5:30?
Kat (7/18/2008 11:25:31 PM): o__o
Kae (7/18/2008 11:25:44 PM): btw, Kat.
Kae (7/18/2008 11:25:52 PM): i need a theory buddy soon.
Kat (7/18/2008 11:26:24 PM): they did say they'd do maintenance around 4am central us time, and it is like... 9:30 there now.
Kat (7/18/2008 11:26:32 PM): UHI. i will reread reborn for you, pam! : >
Kat (7/18/2008 11:27:09 PM): i started downloading them yesterday. : >
Kae (7/18/2008 11:27:57 PM): o lulz.
Kae (7/18/2008 11:27:59 PM): actually.
Kae (7/18/2008 11:28:04 PM): my theory requirements are not as hardcore.
Kae (7/18/2008 11:28:09 PM): i'm mulling over 8059.
Kat (7/18/2008 11:28:23 PM): *A*
Kat (7/18/2008 11:28:25 PM): yuz?
Kae (7/18/2008 11:28:33 PM): ...or more like, the 805927 thing.
Kae (7/18/2008 11:28:34 PM): ahaha.
Kae (7/18/2008 11:28:47 PM): since, i have D18 in the bag, modesty aside.
Kae (7/18/2008 11:28:53 PM): i can sell my approach to them well.
Kae (7/18/2008 11:29:02 PM): but 8059 is tricky for me. just a bit.
Kae (7/18/2008 11:29:05 PM): i mean.
Kae (7/18/2008 11:29:09 PM): i can't put it into words. it just is.
Kat (7/18/2008 11:29:16 PM): XDDDDDDDDDDD
Kat (7/18/2008 11:29:16 PM): eeeeee. relevant to interests!
Kat (7/18/2008 11:29:55 PM): :< really?
Kat (7/18/2008 11:30:25 PM): who are you having trouble writing, in particular? or is it their dynamics together?
Kae (7/18/2008 11:30:42 PM): well...
Kae (7/18/2008 11:30:48 PM): i think at the moment, i just need a soundboard.
Kae (7/18/2008 11:31:01 PM): since i have an idea, and i'm sure i'll figure out something by just kinda... letting my fingers go on without my brain?
Kae (7/18/2008 11:31:04 PM): *is shot* x_X
Kat (7/18/2008 11:31:34 PM): XDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Kat (7/18/2008 11:31:41 PM): GO! i am fine with being your soundboard.
Kae (7/18/2008 11:32:04 PM): I MEAN.
Kae (7/18/2008 11:32:10 PM): i kinda need to know! D:
Kae (7/18/2008 11:32:24 PM): do you think Yama-chan's always been into Gokkun, or was it something he sorta realized? or, uh, something else? D:
Kat (7/18/2008 11:33:03 PM): jhajdhakjdhakjh i think the chemistry was definitely there even from the beginning?
Kat (7/18/2008 11:34:02 PM): but it was a gradual realization.
Kat (7/18/2008 11:35:43 PM): yama particularly establishes this teasing/baiting thing going on, right off the bat (with the ~right hand man~ argument and all), which totally comes off as a retarded form of flirting to me. XD
Kae (7/18/2008 11:36:22 PM): RETARDED FORM OF FLIRTING. XD
Kat (7/18/2008 11:37:50 PM): on the other hand, i kind of like the idea of yama being into gokudera from the start. *v* sneaky pursuit single-minded, can has!
Kat (7/18/2008 11:37:50 PM): *sneaky single-minded pursuit, whut
Kae (7/18/2008 11:38:16 PM): hmm.
Kae (7/18/2008 11:38:30 PM): because i guess i'll have to figure out the whys and all of their beginning before i plod along with my ideas.
Kat (7/18/2008 11:38:57 PM): but tell me your idea, too! :<
Kae (7/18/2008 11:39:08 PM): that's just it. i don't really have stuff for the start.
Kae (7/18/2008 11:39:14 PM): but i do have stuff for later.
Kae (7/18/2008 11:39:22 PM): i mean, you can't deny the 5927 thing, y'know?
Kat (7/18/2008 11:39:28 PM): YUZ.
Kae (7/18/2008 11:39:47 PM): so let's establish that Yama-chan likes Gokkun. we dunno for how long or why or whatever, but he does.
Kat (7/18/2008 11:40:06 PM): tsuna's a really important part of gokudera's character, after all.
Kae (7/18/2008 11:40:27 PM): maybe he was okay with letting Gokudera do the "JYUUDAIME~~~!!!!" shit for a while, but i'd think that ever a guy like Yama-chan would get tired.
Kat (7/18/2008 11:40:28 PM): *characterization orz my english what is happening ;A;
Kae (7/18/2008 11:40:37 PM): especially if Gokudera leads him on without leading him on.
Kat (7/18/2008 11:40:43 PM): *nods*
Kae (7/18/2008 11:40:50 PM): being all irresistible and vulnerable and so geared towards Tsuna that it's painful.
Kat (7/18/2008 11:40:52 PM): accidental cocktease.
Kae (7/18/2008 11:40:57 PM): yeah.
Kae (7/18/2008 11:41:19 PM): i wonder if it's possible to do this other idea i had...
Kae (7/18/2008 11:41:38 PM): 8059 as a result of Gokudera srsly needing to get some from Tsuna but knowing he can't and shouldn't, so he projects instead.
Kat (7/18/2008 11:42:11 PM): *A* that could work.
Kat (7/18/2008 11:42:55 PM): would yamamoto get into uh, the ~relationship~ knowing that?
Kat (7/18/2008 11:42:55 PM): (the aaaaangst.)
Kae (7/18/2008 11:43:22 PM): i don't see why not.
Kae (7/18/2008 11:43:35 PM): especially if we follow the rationale of Yama-chan being the future Rain Guardian and all.
Kae (7/18/2008 11:43:46 PM): 'sides, Gokudera needs an emotional crutch.
Kae (7/18/2008 11:43:52 PM): without that, he's going to implode.
Kat (7/18/2008 11:44:12 PM): also, yamad be pretty cool with it at first, but he has a breaking point?
Kae (7/18/2008 11:44:57 PM): yeah.
Kat (7/18/2008 11:45:54 PM): oh! and have you read this? http://ronsard.livejournal.com/71935.html#cutid1
Kat (7/18/2008 11:45:58 PM): i really like it!
Kae (7/18/2008 11:46:23 PM): ...so long.
Kat (7/18/2008 11:46:56 PM): her yama is precious?
Kae (7/18/2008 11:47:13 PM): i read The Keeper.
Kae (7/18/2008 11:47:21 PM): tone's a little pretentious for me, but it has its good parts, yeah.
Kat (7/18/2008 11:48:15 PM): *nods* this one is a little less snotty, i think. XDDD
Kat (7/18/2008 11:48:36 PM): oh, and i liked the motorcycle bit in the keeper, though!
Kat (7/18/2008 11:48:52 PM): (... i just... really like motorcycles in general....)
Kae (7/18/2008 11:48:55 PM): yeah, that was cute--
Kae (7/18/2008 11:49:03 PM): LOL. @ motorcycles. oh, Kat. XDD
Kat (7/18/2008 11:49:19 PM): 9no judging plz. :<
Kae (7/18/2008 11:49:24 PM): yeah. i think it really was the tone that turned me off with her stuff.
Kae (7/18/2008 11:49:28 PM): and the info dumps.
Kae (7/18/2008 11:49:31 PM): and the length.
Kat (7/18/2008 11:49:40 PM): oh lulz the radnom info dumps.
Kae (7/18/2008 11:49:45 PM): i feel vaguely like i'm digging through a haystack for needles.
Kae (7/18/2008 11:50:06 PM): even the really good moments are kinda like "Oooh cute" but not "WOW" for me.
Kae (7/18/2008 11:50:12 PM): but. i'm a pretentious bitch, so i should shut up. ._.;
Kat (7/18/2008 11:53:09 PM): oh LOL. NOES, it's just that your taste is refined, pam. *snug* :<
Kat (7/18/2008 11:53:09 PM): your incredibly difficult life at having to look for good reborn fic. :<
Kae (7/18/2008 11:53:42 PM): idk.
Kae (7/18/2008 11:53:48 PM): it might be because i'm a flash fictionist in fandom?
Kae (7/18/2008 11:53:58 PM): so looooooooooooooooooooooong or even just long fanfics turn me off a bit.
Kat (7/18/2008 11:54:20 PM): it could be.
Kat (7/18/2008 11:54:22 PM): and reborn writers tend to be tl;dr?
Kae (7/18/2008 11:54:26 PM): FUCK YES.
Kae (7/18/2008 11:54:33 PM): and sometimes.
Kae (7/18/2008 11:54:35 PM): the pretentiousness.
Kae (7/18/2008 11:54:37 PM): duhr.
Kat (7/18/2008 11:55:50 PM): XDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Kat (7/18/2008 11:56:07 PM): it's because most of them are young ~artistes~
Kat (7/18/2008 11:56:37 PM): they haven't quite sheken off their own sense of self-importance yet?
Kae (7/18/2008 11:56:50 PM): hey.
Kae (7/18/2008 11:56:55 PM): i have a great sense of self-importance. B|
Kae (7/18/2008 11:57:03 PM): and i don't BRAINSPEW over the internet. not much, anyway.
Kae (7/18/2008 11:57:19 PM): but you're right.
Kat (7/18/2008 11:58:06 PM): i'd say, they'll grow out of it!, but it might take a while B'<
Kae (7/18/2008 11:58:35 PM): and the fanwhores on the comm Do Not Help.
Kae (7/18/2008 11:58:46 PM): ANYWAY I WAS PLOTTING.
Kae (7/18/2008 11:58:51 PM): ...bitchery, i can always have it. ._.;
Kat (7/18/2008 11:59:55 PM): XDDDDDDDDDDD


Kat (7/19/2008 12:00:10 AM): BACK TO YOUR PLOT, THOUGH.
Kat (7/19/2008 12:00:27 AM): how does the later part go? *u*
Kae (7/19/2008 12:01:05 AM): UH.
Kae (7/19/2008 12:01:10 AM): there's the tricky part.
Kae (7/19/2008 12:01:14 AM): sorta.
Kae (7/19/2008 12:01:27 AM): even if it involves eventually tumbling into bed for make-up sex. ...er.
Kat (7/19/2008 12:01:41 AM): *V*
Kat (7/19/2008 12:01:54 AM): I AM ALL FOR MAKE-UP SEX!
Kat (7/19/2008 12:01:58 AM): just saying. XD
Kae (7/19/2008 12:01:59 AM): it's something like...
Kae (7/19/2008 12:02:18 AM): i'd think that Yamamoto would eventually keep his own distance after a while.
Kae (7/19/2008 12:02:25 AM): or more like.
Kae (7/19/2008 12:02:25 AM): wait.
Kae (7/19/2008 12:02:45 AM): lemme recover my old plans for the Massive new TYL Thing That I Really Ought to Do Sometime Soonish.
Kae (7/19/2008 12:04:37 AM): SO IT'S SOMETHING LIKE.
Kae (7/19/2008 12:04:54 AM): emotional crutch carries on as the mafia game steps up and they sorta grow up more-ish and all as time goes by.
Kat (7/19/2008 12:05:09 AM): okay~
Kae (7/19/2008 12:05:28 AM): eventually, possibly before they graduate frmo high school, Gokudera pushes Yamamoto away. he figures that it's for the best. i mean, he and Yama-chan, it's just not right and all that crap.
Kae (7/19/2008 12:05:50 AM): cue frustration. Yama-chan sticks around even with the awkward turtling. they graduate, they go through college, they do the mafia thing.
Kae (7/19/2008 12:05:54 AM): but the UST, IT IS GREAT.
Kae (7/19/2008 12:06:13 AM): eventually, when things snap a bit and the family's compromised, Yamamoto gracefully backs out, leaving the family for pro baseball.
Kat (7/19/2008 12:06:17 AM): emotional crutch carries on as the mafia game steps up and they sorta grow up more-ish and all as time goes by.
Kat (7/19/2008 12:06:17 AM): JDHJKHDADAKJHDJK
Kat (7/19/2008 12:06:17 AM): THIS SENTENCE IT IS BEAUTIFUL AND TROOF.
Kae (7/19/2008 12:06:32 AM): ^^;
Kat (7/19/2008 12:07:06 AM): ahdkjashdjka dying, the mafia thing. even your summaries are brilliant.
Kae (7/19/2008 12:07:32 AM): M'SORRY OKEY. :<
Kat (7/19/2008 12:09:10 AM): whut, there is nothing to apologize for. :<
Kae (7/19/2008 12:10:38 AM): b-but yeah.
Kae (7/19/2008 12:10:44 AM): that's sorta my vague kinda-plan.
Kae (7/19/2008 12:11:01 AM): BUT THEN YAMAMOTO EVENTUALLY GOES BACK TO THE FAMILY.
Kae (7/19/2008 12:11:05 AM): so thar.
Kae (7/19/2008 12:11:06 AM): B|
Kat (7/19/2008 12:11:19 AM): i like your plans.<3
Kat (7/19/2008 12:11:19 AM): where does the make up sex come in? *v*
Kat (7/19/2008 12:11:19 AM): (n-not that i have a one track mind or anything...)
Kae (7/19/2008 12:12:03 AM): ( XD )
Kae (7/19/2008 12:12:08 AM): once Yama-chan's back with the family.
Kat (7/19/2008 12:12:10 AM): \o/
Kae (7/19/2008 12:12:25 AM): after a lot of awkward turtling.
Kae (7/19/2008 12:12:57 AM): and another breaking point where it all goes over his head and Gokudera's being difficult and Yamamoto finally scares him shitless by getting Truly, Truly Angry for the first time since... idk.
Kat (7/19/2008 12:13:10 AM): awkward turtling is my new favorite phrase, jus so you know. : >
Kae (7/19/2008 12:13:15 AM): <3
Kae (7/19/2008 12:13:55 AM): the Truly, Truly Angry part will be cute/sad to write.
Kae (7/19/2008 12:14:12 AM): because i imagine that it comes out of another situation where their UST gets in the way of Vongola Family business.
Kae (7/19/2008 12:14:18 AM): so shit happens. possibly people are injured or dead.
Kae (7/19/2008 12:14:28 AM): Tsuna and the other Guardians have to pick up slack.
Kae (7/19/2008 12:14:56 AM): after that, Yamamoto would prolly corner Gokudera. maybe slam him against a wall, glower, say some choice, harsh words.
Kae (7/19/2008 12:14:59 AM): then back off and stalk away.
Kae (7/19/2008 12:15:25 AM): which would srsly freak Gokkun out, given the fact that Yama-chan's usually so patient and indulgent. even when it gets tough.
Kat (7/19/2008 12:16:34 AM): yes! yama's reaction'd baffle him.
Kae (7/19/2008 12:17:48 AM): and it'd probably cow him.
Kae (7/19/2008 12:18:00 AM): might make him realize that Yama-chan's finally at his limit now.
Kae (7/19/2008 12:18:16 AM): ...what he doesn't know is that Yamamoto's beating himself over the head for losing his cool./
Kat (7/19/2008 12:18:53 AM): eeeeeeeeeeeeee yes.
Kat (7/19/2008 12:18:53 AM): (strong characters breaking down is an emotioncal kink of mine, um.)
Kae (7/19/2008 12:19:03 AM): ( SAME HERE, OMG. )
Kat (7/19/2008 12:19:26 AM): awwwwww. cute. :<
Kat (7/19/2008 12:19:31 AM): (SADIST NAKAMA!)
Kae (7/19/2008 12:19:58 AM): that's for my massive TYL project. that whole lot.
Kat (7/19/2008 12:24:02 AM): *v*
Kat (7/19/2008 12:24:41 AM): i remember what you said now about either writing short fic or epic long ones
Kae (7/19/2008 12:24:50 AM): ...DESU YO. D:
Kae (7/19/2008 12:25:43 AM): i'm trying to muster up the energy to do short little snippets that follow my logic.
Kae (7/19/2008 12:25:49 AM): or more like, trying to get an idea of how to do them.
Kae (7/19/2008 12:25:54 AM): as practice for the EPIC LONG.
Kat (7/19/2008 12:26:27 AM): *nods nods* i look forward to them. *v*
Kat (7/19/2008 12:28:13 AM): is it okay if i c+p your delishus plans to kristel? : >
Kae (7/19/2008 12:28:26 AM): UH. sure, i guess? D:



Sorry, not all of it is about my Evil 8059 Plans per se, but-- PLZ TO BE AMUSED ANYWAY? *is shot*

...This is what happens when Plurk goes down. :

Comments

[ficcentricity.livejournal.com]

*snug* I like this post. :> That Gokudera, going around being heartbreakingly obsessed with Tsuna and obliviously atrractive at Yamamoto!

[izkariote.livejournal.com]

--AND I PLAN ON ADDING FUEL TO THE FIRE WITH THE FACT THAT MY TSUNA WILL BE MOSTLY STRAIGHT, NOT MOSTLY GAY. :D

[ficcentricity.livejournal.com]

LOL, Gokudera's pain. Sasuga na, S!♥

[izkariote.livejournal.com]

HE ANGSTS SO BEAUTIFULLY. I really can't help myself! :

[lonelybusiness.livejournal.com]

ILU TWO ALOT ALOT, THAT IS ALL.

Oh yeah, I approve of everything as long as it's in the service of MOAR FIC. *looks at pam and kat* B|

[izkariote.livejournal.com]

Does the MOAR FIC rule apply to you too? B|

[ficcentricity.livejournal.com]

IT SHOULD. WRITE MOAR, KRISTEL. B

[lonelybusiness.livejournal.com]

WHY ARE PEOPLE GANGING UP ON ME WRY. *feels like Rio B(*

[ficcentricity.livejournal.com]

Because you are brilliant, clearly! B>

[izkariote.livejournal.com]

What Kat said. B|